Some of My Art Work.... Hope U Like it!!!

Apple of The Eye...!

The silence of the night
the break fall of a heart
run from crisis moment,
lifting same trouble as before

alone, sad, reminiscing!
things to acknowledge from the beginning
stared at shadow's mourning
vanquished by sorrow from day to night

want to grow,
want to known
evil may pretend to see her good
this is me, my passions' to rest for long

reality's reality
bad, good, sweet or bitter,
heart may trust and sinister
not blessed to be an apple of the eye

True Spritualities ...!!!

Ji chahe to sheesha ban ja, Ji chahe paimana ban ja

Sheesha paimana kya ban’na, Mai ban ja maikhana ban ja

Ji chahe to sheesha ban ja, Ji chahe paimana ban ja

Sheesha paimana kya ban’na, Mai ban ja maikhana ban ja

Mai bar kar, Maikhana ban kar, Masti ka afsana ban ja

Masti ka afsana bankar, Hasti se begaana ban ja

Hasti se begaana hona, Masti ka afsana ban’na

Is hone se, Is ban’ne se, Acha hai deewana ban ja

Hasti se begaana hona, Masti ka afsana ban’na

Is hone se, Is ban’ne se, Acha hai deewana ban ja

Deewana ban jane se bhi, Deewana hona achha hai

Deewana ban jane se bhi, Deewana hona achha hai

Deewana hone se achha, Khak-e-dar-e-janaana ban ja

Khak-e-dar-e-janana kya hai? Ahl-e-dil ki aankh ka surma

Khak-e-dar-e-janana kya hai? Ahl-e-dil ki aankh ka surma

Shama ke dil ki thandak ban ja, Noor-e-dil-e-parwana ban ja

Seekh ‘Zaheen’ ke dil se jalna, Kahe ko har sham’ma par jalna

Seekh ‘Zaheen’ ke dil se jalna, Kahe ko har sham’ma par jalna

Apni aag mein khud jal jaye, Tu aisa parwana ban ja

Apni aag mein khud jal jaye, Tu aisa parwana ban ja

Seekh ‘Zaheen’ ke dil se jalna, Seekh ‘Zaheen’ ke dil se jalna

Tu aisa parwana ban ja!

Wish You Were Here...!!!

A thousand times we needed you

A thousand times we cried

If love alone could have saved you

you never would have died

A heart of gold stopped beating

two twinkling eyes closed to rest

God broke our hearts to prove he only took the best

never a day goes by that you’re not in my heart and my soul.

It was easier to run because I did.

I ran away from my feelings and hid.

What could I ever learn, now that you are gone.

It seems everything I do now is wrong.

I miss the help and the way you were there.

No matter what you said, I'd be here!

I don't want to put anymore years into the next day.

There is no reason since you went away.

As if you didn't know

how many years you had before you leave.

Having no more tricks to pull out of your sleeve.

No more fight left in your will. No more battle up your hill.

When is a good time to forgive. I'm still angry as I live.

Trying desperately to hold on.

Memories are passing and will soon be gone.

I'm still trying to find a release for my grief.

Will it come?

Will it be had?

I don't know.

But I wish you were still here Dad.

Still Feel Your Love!!!

TO MY DEAR FAMILY,

I'M SENDING THIS FROM ABOVE,

THAT EVEN THOUGH I'M GONE FROM EARTH,

I CAN STILL FEEL YOUR LOVE,

AND ALL THE TIMES WE SPENT TOGETHER,

GROWING A LOVE THAT WOULD LAST FOREVER,

ARE TIMES THAT WILL NEVER LEAVE,

BECAUSE YOU REMEMBER ME.

I'M SORRY ABOUT THE TIMING,

FOR I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE,

BUT GOD CALLED ME HOME,

SO I FELL INTO ETERNAL SLEEP.

THERE WAS SO MUCH LEFT TO DO HERE,

CAUSE GOD TOOK ME QUITE YOUNG,

I HAD A LOVING FAMILY,

AND SO MUCH TO TEACH MY SON.

I'M SURE YOU ALL CAN MAKE IT,

YOU HAVE GOD BY YOUR SIDE,

AND JUST TO LET YOU KNOW,

I'M ENJOYING THIS LONG HEAVENLY HARLEY RIDE.

IF ANY OF YOU EVER NEED ME,

JUST CLOSE YOUR EYES AND I'LL BE THERE,

I'LL HELP YOU THROUGH YOUR LIFE,

IF YOU REMEMBER HOW MUCH I CARED.

I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW TODAY,

THAT I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH,

AND EVEN THOUGH I'M GONE FROM EARTH,

I CAN STILL FEEL YOUR LOVE.

Broken...!!!

Wake up to a sunny day, not a cloud up in the sky

Then it starts to rain, my defenses hit the ground

And they shatter all around, so open and exposed

I found strength in the struggle

Face to face with my trouble

When you're broken in a million little pieces

And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore

Every tear falls down for a reason

Don't you stop believing in yourself

When you're broken

Little girl don't be so blue

I know what you're going through

Don't let it beat you up

Hitting walls and getting scars

Only makes you who you are

No matter how much your heart is aching

There is beauty in the breaking

Better days are gonna find you once again

Every piece will find its place

When you're broken...!!!

See It Through!

When you're up against a trouble,
Meet it squarely, face to face;
Lift your chin and set your shoulders,
Plant your feet and take a brace.
When it's vain to try to dodge it,
Do the best that you can do;
You may fail, but you may conquer,
See it through!

Black may be the clouds about you
And your future may seem grim,
But don't let your nerve desert you;
Keep yourself in fighting trim.
If the worse is bound to happen,
Spite of all that you can do,
Running from it will not save you,
See it through!

Even hope may seem but futile,
When with troubles you're beset,
But remember you are facing
Just what other men have met.
You may fail, but fall still fighting;
Don't give up, whate'er you do;
Eyes front, head high to the finish.
See it through!

Listen My Freind...!!!

Thank you for always being there,

To listen and understand me.

I appreciate all you did for me,

And all you still do.

Thank you for making me feel whole again,

For putting my pieces back together.

I appreciate you putting my life back together,

You saved my life.

You may not understand,

Why I do what I do.

But you never criticized,

You just helped my through.

I knew I could come to you when I was down,

'cause I knew you'd always be there

to pick me back up

and say everything will be ok.

Sorry ALLAH Miyan...!!!

I am extremely very sorry Allah Miyan… You know very well that there were times & still there are circumstances in which You granted me your blessing and your most precious Grace that helped me to find solutions for my problems… And I am really very thankful to You for this… I thought that every situation can be solved easily Just Like That… I think I was used to solve and solve and solve, I was never stucked badly like this any where at all… There were hard times but they were passed away with out any much harm to me or to any thing… But now! Allah Miyan in the History of my Life I have been caught in a very Big Web of Pain, Misery, Confusion, Fear, Exhaustion, Frustrations & above all Allah Miayan I never felt so much Lonely in my entire Life… Allah Miyan you have explained it to me very well that with out your Help we can not even think of any thing… We get stuck and totally blind if You are not with Us… Allah Miyan please please please listen to me… Please there is no one but you who can sort things out for me as always… I don’t have any idea that why this time you are sending the help a bit late because I am a simple and miserable Human who can not do Any thing at all with out your help… Allah Miyan I am waiting and trying to fit in trying to Hang in… but still again & again I look towards the Horizon that your Angel will come and rescue me from this miserable times… Allah Miyan you can see and can Understand very well even if I do not say anything that I am really very very tired I simply don’t want to give up … Please please Help me Allah Miyan … You are the One who can here me truly and help me with all of this mess that I have made and still to resolve those messes I am making more messes… Please forgive me please its been SO HARD all this time Allah Miyan Its BEEN SO HARD… I am realy very guilty and this guilt is also killing me day by day if you didn’t forgive me for my sins… I am so Sorry Allah Miyan… Please Here Me…And accept my Apology and grant me Peace…I know you Can and I have a strong belief that you will and you are with me watching each and every move of mine… you will not let me be spoiled by crazy people out here… look at my hands look at my face with grief and guilt, look at my tears …Only you can get the exact value of every thing Allah Miyan… Please I know you Love me so much You are there for me… Please Help me to get through this Hard time…. I can not do it alone please forgive me please… You and only you can understand that what did I do and why did I do it Allah Miyan… Only you can solve things for me… you know every thing Allah Miyan… You are one and my Biggest Best Friend and I am looking forward to You in EVERYTHING INSHALLAH!!!  

LOST...

So sorry for being absent for a very long time that’s because when a person gets him self lost then he is definitely absent every where…getting lost in a crowd is not that much horrible as compared to getting lost in your own self… I have lost my self, yes… I must say that I am lost even with in me I am lost … my soul my inner self is lost in its own mind and it fights with me that where am I in this dark room a dark black hole… I am trying hard to stay in my skin so that I can feel in my self… when I feel that I am getting empty I Hurt my self to feel some pain from the out side so that I can realize again that I am an existing person with emotions and feelings in side my self… my inner self try’s  to fit in with in my self but it seems that its moving here and there inside me and  banging on the walls of the dark room because it can not see any thing in the dark… for the time being some times it finds a way to fit in because its sort of getting used to it I mean the darkness… those are the days in which I feel a bit a live when I feel that at least I am with my self… I know that it’s wrong it’s completely wrong… but my darkest part of the night is getting darker day by day and I have no idea that what is going on??? I am just looking forward for the dawn and I simply don’t know why the dawn of my life is getting late and late and late… I am 100% sure that there must be some good in it… I definitely hope for it… if it’s late for some thing good I am trying to wait a little longer but I am also a human being who gets anxious and feel miserable to wait more and more and more… I cry I shout I teas my self so that any one can understand what exactly I want and how I want to get rid of my life’s darkness… but I guess until and unless HE the great HE will not order any one to help me No one I must say No one can help me even I cant help my self… Until He tells the sun to Rise and Shine and give me back my strength to live… and u know what? I have a Strong believe in it that there is a dawn coming for me INSHALLAH… The great HE is watching and He is happy that I am still counting and didn’t give up yet Alhamdulillah:>